30 March 2011

Kerana Ego saya Menyesal


harap kau paham isi hati aku.
kau boleh mainkan perasaan aku.

aku tak ksah semua tu.
tapi kau harus paham,
aku pun ada perasaan

28 March 2011


i’m tired of losing friends

i’m tired of fighting

i’m tired of being lied to

i’m tired of drama

i’m tired of crying

i’m tired of never being happy

i’m tired of trying so hard, and have it be one sided

i’m tired of being bitter

i’m tired of being used.

i’m tired of not sleeping.

i’m tired of missing people

i’m tired of hiding my feelings.

i’m tired of missing you.

i’m tired of trying

16 March 2011

Members Out Days

Weekend lepas ; 13 Mar 2010 kami hang out pergi Bukit Merah Laketown. Memang best sebab lama tak pernah keluar macam ni. Ni nak share-share gambar pergi bukit merah. Aku jelessss muchhh sebab xder bf nak enjoy mandi sekali. Haha! Lepas ni nak makan angin g Genting plak laaaaa............

F^^king Letter

Seumur Hidup aku, sepanjang aku hidup atas muka bumi ni...kau lah 1'1nya lelaki paling tak guna pernah aku jumpa! Kau rasa kau bagus sangat ke mainkan perasan perempuan haa??!!!!!
Aku ingat kau dah berubah..Tapi sebenarnya tak...!!!!!! Jangan harap aku nak maafkan kau! Sampai aku mati..Dunia akhirat kau aku xkan maafkan!!! kalau satu hari nanti kau tak bahagia dengan awek kau, then baru kau nak sedar, kau nak mintak maaf kat aku...NO WAY MAN! AKU MEMANG TIDAK AKAN SESEKALI MAAFKAN KAU! Aku mangsa kau ke-2. Kalau ex kau boleh maafkan kau..tetapi aku tidak! Kau dah mainkan perasaan perempuan yang sayangkan kau! Dulu kau tinggal ex kau, now aku plak jadi mangsa kau. Ape kau ingat kau tu bagus sangat ke ha jantannnn?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Memang malang la sape jadi next gf kau! Kau tak pernah kena lagi....Tunggu karma kau!! Tuhan boleh bayar cash!

12 March 2011


My personality:

  • I’m loud.
  • I’m obnoxious
  • I’m sarcastic.
  • I’m cocky.
  • I cry easily.
  • I have a bad temper.
  • For the most part I don’t like people.
  • I’m easy to get along with.
  • I have more enemies than friends.
  • I’ve smoked weed.
  • I drink coffee.
  • I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

  • I wear makeup. 
  • I wear a piece of jewelry at all times.
  • I wear contacts.
  • I wear glasses.
  • I have braces.
  • I change my hair color often.
  • I straighten my hair often.
  • I have a piercing. i wish.


  • I’m in a relationship now
  • I’m forever alone
  • I have a crush (sort of, it’s really complicated)
  • I’m always scared of being hurt.
  • I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
  • An ex has physically abused me at least once.
  • I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did
  • I’ve been in love more than two times
  • I believe in love at first sight.
  • I believe lust is more important than love.


  • I have a best friend.
  • I have at least five friends.
  • I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
  • I’ve beaten up a friend.
  • I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
  • I can trust at least five people with my life.


  • I’ve been on a plane.
  • I’ve been on a train.
  • Someone close to me has died.
  • I’ve taken a taxi.
  • I’ve taken a city bus.
  • I’ve taken a school bus.
  • I’ve gone bungee jumping.
  • I’ve made a speech.
  • I’ve been in some sort of club.
  • I’ve won an award.
  • I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
  • I’ve been in a physical fight.


  • I listen to R&B.
  • I listen to country.
  • I listen to pop.
  • I listen to techno.
  • I listen to rock.
  • I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.
  • I hate the radio.
  • I love music.
  • I download music.
  • I buy CD’s.


  • I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
  • I watch soap operas daily.
  • I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
  • I’ve seen and liked the O.C.
  • I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.
  • I’ve seen and like Americas Next Top Model.
  • I’ve seen and like Popular.
  • I’ve seen and like 24.
  • I’ve seen and liked/loved CSI.
  • I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life:

  • I get along with both of my parents.
  • My biological parents are still together.
  • I have at least one brother.
  • I have at least one sister.
  • I have at least one step brother/sister.
  • I have at least one half brother/sister.
  • I’ve been kicked out of the house.
  • I’ve sworn at my parents.
  • I’ve made my parents cry.
  • I’ve lied to my parents.
  • I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
  • I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
  • I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.
  • I’ve been grounded.
  • I’ve walked out while grounded.


  • I’ve been brown. 
  • I’ve had streaks.
  • I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
  • I’ve dyed my hair.
  • I’ve been blonde.
  • I’ve had black.
  • I’ve been red.
  • I’ve been light brown.
  • I’ve been blue/green.
  • I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
  • I use conditioner.
  • I’ve used silk therapy.
  • I’ve used hot oil treatments.
  • I’ve curled my hair.
  • I’ve straightened my hair.
  • I’ve ironed my hair.
  • I’ve braided my hair.


  • I’ve yelled at a teacher.
  • I’ve been suspended.
  • I’ve had an in-school suspension.
  • I’ve been sent to the principals office.
  • I’ve walked out of class.
  • I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
  • I’ve skipped a whole class for a month.
  • I’ve failed a test.
  • I’ve cheated on a test.
  • I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.
  • I’ve failed Art.
  • I’ve failed P.E.
  • I’ve failed Math
  • I’ve failed another class.
  • A teacher has called my parents.


Habis Madu Sepah Dibuang

ok bai.

10 March 2011

life lessons

I believe in karma, apa kau beri, kau dapat balik. Aku percaya kau tak appreciate
real love sampai kau sendiri disakiti.
I believe you don’t know what you’ve got until you say goodbye.

i think we spend too much time wondering why we’re not good enough. we waste too much time putting ourselves down that we don’t ever stop to see that we are good enough.
we spend too much time with our heads
down and hearts closed and never get a chance to look up from the ground and see that
the sun is shining and tomorrow is another day